Boston sunset: 4:57

Normally around this time of the year I am feeling completely overwhelmed and browbeaten by winter. I watch the slow creep of the sunset as a person stranded on a desert island watches the horizon for rescue. It helps, a little.

But this year has been the strangest winter weather-wise that I can remember in my 37 years. We’ve had 7 inches of snow so far in Boston, none of which has stuck for more than 24 hours. The average snowfall by the end of January is 44 inches, and I don’t have the numbers for last year, but I’m guessing at least 80. Last year the snow was piled in ugly, sludgy-icy, black piles on the streets, as hard as cement if you should brush up against one as you parallel parked. The sidewalks were icy in parts, sludgy in parts, so that every time I ventured out I either fell, or got soaked, or both. It was really pretty, especially in the “green” parts of the city. But it mostly just made life harder, and made me feel claustrophobic; trapped in snow and winter with another two months to go.

But this year I have been slowly relaxing. I was tensed for battle, marking the days that the sunset would read 4:30, 4:45, 5:00, and the days that the average temperature would stop going down (January 16th) and start going back up (January 25th). But those days have passed anticlimactically (and, interestingly, anitclimatically [not a real word, but a West Wing reference: “It was ‘anticlimactic,’ not ‘anticlimatic!’ ‘Anticlimatic’ means ‘against the weather!”]). The few wintery days have been balanced by sunny, springlike days in the 40s and 50s. I’ve been out walking and biking, and taking the kids to the playground. Normally at the end of January I would be desperately trying to encourage myself with the almost-5 sunset, and the shortness of February, and the possibility that there would be spring-like days early in March. But now, winter hasn’t even really started. I’ve made it to February without the usual trauma and battle scars. Feels strange.

How is winter going for you?

Jamaica Pond painting

An oil pastel I did a couple of years ago, for M. It was an old canvas of Daniela’s, with an unfinished painting already on it. It was fun to layer the oil pastels over it, incorporating the colors and textures into the new work.  I used only blue, white, and brown — the red is from the old painting. And you can see the texture of the old paint  in the highlights of the clouds and their reflections in the water. I called it “Jamaica Pond” even though the shape and other details aren’t exactly accurate. It’s meant to be more of a representation of how it feels to walk there in the dark, and the beauty and mystery of trees, water, and moonlight.

{this moment}

 

A Friday ritual.
A single photo – no words – capturing a moment from the week. A simple, special, extraordinary moment. A moment I want to pause, savor and remember. Inspired by SouleMama (through daily doings). If you’re inspired to do the same, leave a link to your ‘moment’ in the comments for all to find and see.

Every place is under the stars

The lesson which life constantly repeats is to ‘look under your feet.’ You are always nearer to the divine
and the true sources of your power than you think.
The lure of the distant and the difficult is deceptive.
The great opportunity is where you are.
Do not despise your own place and hour.
Every place is under the stars.
Every place is the center of the world.

John Burroughs

{this moment}

A Friday ritual.
A single photo – no words – capturing a moment from the week. A simple, special, extraordinary moment. A moment I want to pause, savor and remember. Inspired by SouleMama (through daily doings). If you’re inspired to do the same, leave a link to your ‘moment’ in the comments for all to find and see.